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Masih Terikat

Dalam peluk masa lalu yang kamu simpan, aku mencintaimu, namun kamu masih terikat. Bayang-bayang kenangan, seperti hantu yang setia, menghalangi kita meraih cinta yang baru. Aku mencintaimu, dengan hati yang tak terbatas, namun terasa, kamu masih berdansa dengan bayang masa lalu. Cinta kita seperti sebatang sungai yang terpisah, antara sekarang dan jejak yang kamu bawa. Bisik cinta baru kita terdengar samar, di antara lapisan kenangan yang kamu pelihara. Mungkin waktu akan jadi saksi perubahan, ketika cinta lama beranjak, memberi ruang pada yang baru tercipta. Aku mencintaimu, meski masa lalu membelenggu, namun harapanku tumbuh, seperti bunga yang tak pernah layu. Biarkanlah hati kita jadi penjaga waktu, menyulam cinta baru diantara beban masa lalu yang kau bawa.

a love that mends

In love's delicate dance, she gives her heart, A symphony of emotions, a work of art. Her love for him, a flame burning bright,  Yet shadows linger in the depths of night. He, haunted by echoes of a love once known, Torn between worlds, emotions overthrown. She's the sun that warms his days anew, Yet the past's ghost casts shadows true. She loves him fiercely, a river so deep, In her heart, promises eternally keep. But his gaze, a distant, lingering stare, Caught in the web of a past affair. Her love unwavering, a steadfast flame, Yet his heart strays, caught in a old name. She deserves a love wholly her own, A garden of joy where seeds are sown. In the tapestry of love, threads may fray, Yet her strength and grace light the way. For she is poem, beautifully composed, In love's story, her heart exposed. May she find solace in the love she gives, A love that in her own heart lives. For if he can't cherish the love she imparts, She deserves a love that mends, not depa

Heaven has a new angel

You rest in the arms of angels,  in a place of peace and love,  watching over me, from the heaven above. I know somewhere among the stars and the angels,  you are there holding my hand and loving me in spirit, this thought keeps me going, because, I know love is eternal even if the body isn't. I watched your last breath, I watched my life fade from your eyes, I rested my head on your chest, hoping to feel your heartbeat. Allah saw you getting tired, and a cure was not to be, so he puts his arms around you,  and say “come to me”, with tearful eyes I watched you passed away. A golden heart stop beating, Your wings were ready, but my heart was not. Now, I have to remember you, for longer than I have known you, I know heaven must be beautiful right now, cause they got you.

Sempat ada

masih menjadi pertanyaan di benak ku,  kenapa semesta mempertemukan kita di jalan takdir nya,  kalau akhirnya takdirnya pula yang memisahkan kita? aku yang awal nya sudah yakin dengan jalan cerita kita,  ternyata masih harus terkikis sedikit demi sedikit,  untuk kehilangan diri ini, lagi. apakah kamu merasakan sayang dan rindu ini? apakah kamu merasakan sedih dan kecewa ini? apakah kamu tau ini sakit? ah, mungkin perasaan mu tak cukup untuk merasakan semua ini, aku minta maaf. memang benar, cinta yang hingga meneteskan air mata adalah cinta yang tidak pernah pura-pura,  hati yang selalu mengerti juga akan lelah,  rasa-rasanya sudah harus menerima semua jalan takdir,  bahwa sudah bukan aku lagi yang hidup di masa mu sekarang,  dan bukan aku lagi yang harus senang dengan adanya kamu di dunia ini. tidak ada yang perlu disalahkan, kita hanya dua manusia yang kebetulan bertemu ditengah jalan takdir, aku yang kebetulan datang, dikala kamu sedang kesepian, dan dekatku pun tak pernah kamu liha

I’ll be the one who keep us alive

You brings out the best part of my poetry, I have poured so much about you into words, but I hate to write about you like this. I miss you so much and that’s hurt my whole heart, I’m not sure if I’m missing what we are or what I hoped we could’ve been, All I know we both know all to well it had to be this way, or that’s what we should tell to ourselves. I’m scared, I’m scared that I finally realize that it wasn’t the things between us that changed, But it was us. I was forced to let go, I could probably let go if I wanted to, I could bury the thought of you, But the heart wants what it wants. Maybe I’m only meant to love you from afar, But I won’t ever stop writing about you, At least one of us has to keep us alive.

If it‘s mean to be it will be

Loving you is a common sense,  I don’t know where we’re going, But I do know that there’s no one else I’d rather go with. I don’t know how long this feeling will last, I don’t know how long will i have to gaslight myself to be loved by you, I would forever choose us over and over again,  You’re still the reason I’ve got butterflies whenever our eyes met. I’m glad we met, I hope you stay around for a long time, I know we’re trying our best to get it right, And even if we don’t,  I’ll spend my entire life being glad we tried. Maybe at the end, We gotta love each other from a distance, And by that time,  Will you think we’ll find a way back to each other?

Meant to meet but not to be

you have no idea how important timing is until you meet someone who's perfect for you,  but you can't be together because of external forces which are out of your control.  sometimes someone comes into your life that changes everything,  raises the standards,  makes you laugh, and makes you feel like you. there's something about him that you can't put into words,  and even though you're not with him, you don't want to let him go. your love was strong, but timing was wrong, and love decided,  that you both didn't belong. because,  if you have chemistry, you only need one other thing, timing.